The One Where It Ends

 Hi FH,

I thought about you today. Funny, I'm not sure how everything would go in the future, but when I remembered someone from my past, I automatically thought of you. It sort of felt like you and him are one and the same. I was with my girls over lunch and coffee when we talked about him, and as I tell them the story of how it all began and ended, I couldn't help but think, what if you are, indeed, him? Was I wrong in letting him go? Could it have been something that may have blossomed into something great had I not removed him from my IG list?

At this point, I don't know what to think and I'm not sure how to deal with it. I miss him, FH, sorry about this, but I feel like he doesn't miss me as much, or at all. And this is where it ends...I think.



Love,

Your FW



PS when are you coming?

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